About me and my music.
I am toehoe.
And i love to make all kinds of noise.
Toehoe didn’t start as a plan, it started as frustration.
For a long time, I locked myself into a very small box of what my music was ''Allowed'' to be. One genre. One sound. One vibe. I was scared that if I stepped outside of it, people wouldn’t like it, or it would feel too different from what I had already released.
So anything that didn’t fit got ignored. Finished or unfinished, it stayed on my hard drive, never meant to be heard.
At first, that box felt safe.
Then it slowly killed the fun.
Music, the thing I loved most, started to feel forced. My workflow got sloppy, my heart wasn’t in it, and eventually I almost didn’t want to open FL Studio at all.
The turning point came while cleaning my hard drive. I found a bunch of unfinished tracks, older ideas I had started with real passion. Nu-metal, rap, And other stuff that clearly didn’t belong to the sound I was releasing at the time.
They were good. More importantly, they reminded me of how it felt to create without restrictions, when it was about having an outlet for emotions and creativity.
I wanted to finish them, but what was the point, if I’d never release them?
That’s when I decided to use my dying YouTube channel as an outlet. A place where anything could exist without needing to fit the box. I gathered unfinished projects, started working again, and suddenly the spark was back.
What I thought would be a side project quickly became the main thing.
I made the decision to leave the old restrictions behind completely. From that moment on, Toehoe was born, everything would be released under that name, No genre limits. No expectations. No holding back.
EDM, metal, rap, pop, dark, distorted, silly, uncomfortable, or all of it at once.
Fuck the box.
Sonically, I’m drawn to things that feel worn, decaying, and unpolished. Distortion, tape hiss, feedback, glitch, noise, atmosphere. Old recordings. Garage energy. Cassette-era mistakes. Underground scenes where personality mattered more than perfection.
There’s something beautiful in the dark and the rotten it feels more honest to me, it feels like home.
Sometimes I go overboard. Sometimes less is more, but it's all fine. I don’t aim to please everyone, I aim to stay honest and have fun while creating, And if people fuck with what i do that's dope as hell.
Toehoe exists so I never lose that freedom ever again.
Wtf is your name?
It's stupid and i love it.
Where Toehoe Came From
Before music was the focus, my YouTube channel had nothing to do with it at all.
It started as a gaming channel, gameplay with friends, “funny moments,” and some really badly made machinimas and animations using World of Warcraft characters, And crudely drawn/edited meme cartoon characters. It was stupid, chaotic, and honestly pretty fun for a while. Editing the videos was probably my favorite part.
But recording always felt forced. Every session turned into “we need something funny to happen” instead of just playing. Looking back, I think the channel existed as a substitute, a creative outlet I leaned on while I was boxing my music in too tightly, The channel slowly died and i stopped uploading any gaming things.
Still, that era mattered. It was messy, unserious, and unconcerned with polish, which, in hindsight, fits Toehoe perfectly.
The name itself also came from World of Warcraft, and from pure stupidity.
I was in a guild and needed some gold for a mount. I asked if anyone could lend me what I was missing, and someone replied that they’d give me the gold if I sent a picture of my feet in the guild Discord.
So I googled “long toes,” found a cursed, photoshopped image of absurdly long toes, and sent that instead.
The guy lost it and thought it was funny as fuck and started calling me “Toe Hoe the Strangler,” saying I could strangle someone with my toes. At some point, he forgot to put a space between the words, and suddenly it was just Toehoe.
For some reason, I really liked how that looked, and how it sounded when put togheter as an actual name.
Before that, I didn’t really have an online nickname, I just used my real name. But Toehoe felt right. Dumb, memorable, slightly unhinged. When written as one word, it stopped being a joke and started feeling like an identity.
I got the gold. I bought the mount. And kept the name.
What is Thal’Verean?
I mainly use three languages in my songs, English, Swedish and Thal'Verean.
You may or may not have heard that i sing in an odd language in some of my songs, That is most likely Thal'Verean.
Thal’Verean is a constructed language I created for my music.
It isn’t meant to be translated word for word in a traditional sense. Instead, it functions as a ritual language, Focused on sound, intent, rhythm, and atmosphere rather than literal meaning. It’s a tool for expression when normal language feels too limited, too clean, or too human.
The language draws inspiration from occult themes, the demonic, ancient chants, and infernal tongues, but it isn’t tied to any existing mythology or belief system. Thal’Verean exists solely within me and my creative world.
I use it when a track needs to feel possessive, otherworldly, or invoked rather than spoken. Sometimes it represents a voice that isn’t mine. Other times it’s the absence of language altogether, pure emotion, intention, and sound.
You don’t need to understand Thal’Verean to feel it.
It’s meant to be experienced, not decoded.
What it means to you is yours and yours alone.
It's true meaning is mine and mine alone.